Sunday, July 31, 2011

This time,

I don't know how to fixed this.
Crying is quite synonym to me.
I cried again tonight.

I don't know what to say, or what should I say to him when I see him.
I don't truly miss him, I miss us. 

Now, I fail. I fall and don't know what to do. Should I stand up for myself or just walk away ?

You never listen to me, my heart. 

I'm sorry. 
I wasn't perfect, but little that you know I did try. 
I love you Muhammad Nur Hakim.
I really do, 
I just don't know what should I do next, what to say, what can I do to make you happy ?

I'm not strong, like you said. But I manage to not think about all this for 24 hours. But just now, when I open your page, tears falling. 

Pain is what I feel now Hunny, heart broken is what I experienced now. Let me be me, just for awhile.

I minta maaf, I da terlalu banyak susahkan you.
I minta maaf I tak call and text Hunny.
Bukan tak sayang.
I perlu masa.
I harap you faham.