Saturday, July 23, 2011

So Far,

Greeting everyone. Happy sleeping ? I can't sleep. #blah !

Fyi, it's my holiday. I have nothing else to do, and even if I have, it's 2.30 AM. Nothing much I can actually do at this hour, except for sleep. But, I'm not in a mood of sleeping. So bear with it. 
Read if you wanna read. Click the X button if you feel a bit bored. :)

Why I wrote good vibes in bold? Cause I'm grateful for everything I have, I had, and what I'm going to get. 
So far, everything went well. Everything is flowing like I wish it to be. I make an example for it. 

I ,
am , 
extremely ,
overly ,
excited ,
when ,
guys ,
are ,
there ,
with ,
ME .

1. Me and my mum are getting along quite well. Or great I have to say. We shared a lot of stuff together. Lately. As you all know or don't know. I have a few crisis with my mother. I know, evil me ! But, it was like long time ago. Now. We're getting there. We're so close. I wanna kiss and pinched my mum every time I sees her !
Mak, I love you very much. 

2. Familia. Let me list down my permanent lovers. I got Ayah, Aj, Tj, Diba and Dila. Well, we're good. Not great. Yet, but in a process to get better and better. I'm trying to fixed it. Myself. Hurm, if you ever feel like I betrayed you guys, or anything. I am very sorry. This broken pieces need to be patch up. Soon enough. And maybe I would do that behalf of you guys. I just want Mak to be happy. I want us to be happy. Again.

3. Boyfriend. Hurm, *sigh. What do I have to do to make you feel very happy Sayang ? I would try and do anything for it. We fought, we rarely talk to each other, and then we laugh for no reason. Things are getting better. I think. Hurm, I wish it to be. I need small baby step. Changing is not my passion. But I will try. Try as hard as I can. Now I realize who I am. Thank you Hakim for being TOO sabar with my attitude. I love you so much. I want us to last forever Hunny, can we do that ?
Don't leave me. 

4. Bestie. Or I always called it 'My girls' (Nabila, Lisya, Elly, Naza). Me and Nabila speaks again. I just got from having late night dinner with Lisya. I have to admit, we been in a coma friendship. We been very quite, plain and sorrow friendship. Now, it's like we just woke up from our coma. We're talking again ! I miss talking to you guys, I wish to have you guys like before. 
Oh well, I wanna do something next month. I have something in mind. Heheh *evil laugh. I want us to be together, AGAIN !

5. Iidreen Onn Jaffar. What can I say about you. We never been bad. Memang good vibes. You're my craziest girlfriend. I can go crazy without seeing or talking to you in one day. Hahah. We talk almost everyday, or maybe like every second ! We tweet and penuhkan TL. We gossip like mad people, lepak dekat Starbucks sampai tak reti nak balik -.-' We're like on a roller coaster. Our friendship is BEYOND, everything seems to be fun and funneh ! Grr. Come home soon. I da tertulis banyak pasal you. #causeImbored ! Keep it this way. I love it, I love you mek !

Good vibes isn't it. Hmm. I'm loving my life, each and every moment. 

Alhamdulilah, so far. I have everything I needed. I am so grateful to have you guys :)

I Wish.

I have a wish or maybe wishes, 
Few things that I had planned. Long time ago, I hope I can actually accomplish it before something uninvited things came up.

But, I don't want to talk about it. 
I just want to keep it on my mind. I will always remember it.
It's my mission, something I need and have to do. 

It's like a secret. Well as for Hakim, he doesn't like secrets. 
But for this one. Please make an exception please darling <3.

Psst : Regarding my whole life, it's all about taking one step further. 
Trying to be good, or great. 
I will try as hard as I can. 
I wish, 

Extremely !

I just want you to know things you already knew. 
That one thing for sure. 
Aqilah Binti Jafar.

Muhammad Nur Hakim Bin Ismail 

That's all from me to you. Be safe, jangan naughty. Love ya.

Special Untuk Lala :D

Hello Lala, 

Lala, Qie nak cakap something ni. Sikit je tak banyak.

Qie rindu Lala. 
Lala sihat ? Lala okay ? 
Kenapa Qie baca blog Lala macam sedih je ? Qie tak suka tengok Lala marah marah and sedih. Sedih Qie baca. Awak dengan Chapeng da nak setahun kan ? Alhamdulilah. Qie memang tak tau apa yang jadi. Tapi Qie boleh agak apa yang da jadi. Lala kuat eh ? Qie tau Lala memang kuat. Anything cerita dekat Qie, kalau Lala tak keberatan, tak elok simpan semua sendiri. Makan diri nanti Lala. 

Lala tamau sedih sedih okay ? Semua orang ada untuk Lala, Qie pun ada :D,
sayang Lala. Xx