Saturday, March 19, 2011

Uninvited.

Without bothered knocking, you just came right thru me. These uninvited feeling make me feel uneasy, make me wanna scream and stop talking, only words can express how I feel now. With how much I need someone to talk to now, but later on I don't. The feelings kinda scramble, up and down. Mixed up, whatever shit. It's totally unable to explained. I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep. I don't feel like doing anything. Getting mood less, heartless. Everything is going to be less-er after this. Hmmmmm. Hunny, I need you. I don't want to talk, I just need a hug. A warm and big comfy hug from you, you comfort me good. 
Suddenly everything when wrong, and I couldn't find reasons for it. 
I'm happy enough this morning till afternoon. 
All of the sudden after I had my shower, everything when totally wrong. I don't feel like talking when I called you just now hunny, but I was hoping for you to feel something's wrong with me and you just talk like you used to, giving advises like you used too. Hmmmmmm. Unfortunate you're just to busy with your friends, hmm. It's sokay. It's not you. It's me. Have fun watching football tonight. 
I hate myself. Kbye, 
Loves,

Laugh Out Loud.

Hahaha, tadi saje je google my name and tetiba keluar nama Friendster -.-' zaman budak budak. Kelakar la bila tengok balik. Aduhh. Malu pulak tetiba. Ayat berterabur, ayat rempit semua ada. Kritikal gelak bila baca tu semua. ANDD, dah bukak cerita lama, keluar la gambar zaman 'kegemilangan dulu'. OMEGOD. Dulu kurus gila -.-' pressure je tengok gambar ni. Bila la boleh kurus macam ni. Form 3 kot gambar ni. Keluar pegi Shah Alam dengan Aj, Naza and Nabila. Astaga lama gila la. Muka gila different. Waaaa, sedih tengok. Nak good in shape balik :(


DULU : Form 3


NOW : Form 5 

-..- gemuk gila la now. Pressure :(
Loves,

Just Discovered.

Just now , browsing into links at facebook. And I found this video posted by my junior. Yaya. 
Listen. Watch the video, and read the articles. Maybe you guys knew about this. Blah,  I just found out about this -.-' k, hayati la. Sedih sangat. Where would you find a guy like this in this mean world ? Hmmm.

Chris Medina wows American Idol by singing to his brain damaged fiancée

Chris Medina last night introduced his brain damaged fiancée to the judges of American Idol.Chris Medina wows American Idol by singing to his brain damaged fiance
The 26-year-old Idol hopeful stunned audiences at home and in the studio by performing a heart rending rendition of The Script’s“Breakeven” for his wife-to-be Juliana.
Juliana Ramos was involved in a near fatal car crash in 2009 and her recovery has been a slow and painful one, but last night Medina sang his heart out for her.
Chris, who lives in Oak Forest, Illinois, near Chicago, astounded the judges with his excellent performance at the Milwaukee auditions, which the public got to see for the first time last night.
The story of Chris and Juliana was clearly a moving one and the judges asked Chris to bring his fiancé onstage so they could meet her. The coffee shop worker duly obliged and wheeled her up.
They took it in turns to shake hands, and Steven Tyler of Aerosmith fame told her that she must be the reason Chris’s performance was so powerful, and he told her, “It’s why he’s so good.”
Medina was then rewarded by the judges for his display, who sent him through to Hollywood week, and popular opinion is that Medina will continue to do well throughout the contest and its many stages.
Chris and Juliana have been together for 8 years and have been engaged for 2.
He looks after Juliana with help from her mother, and despite not being married yet he is already upholding the values of marriage, honouring his relationship and commitment – ‘in sickness and in health’.
‘What kind of guy would I be when she needed me the most?,’ asked Chris who wrote a song for Juliana when she was hospitalized after the crash in 2009.
You’d be the guy most women dream of meeting Chris.
Please share your thoughts about Chris Medina’s performance last night by leaving a comment.
Songs and lyric : What Are Words, by Chris Medina,
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them

When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times

Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most


I'm forever keeping my angel close

Where would you find someone like this ?
Loves,