Monday, October 31, 2011

Getting there,

Bring back memories. 

Lagi dua bulan ? Tarikh ni. I rindu kenangan waktu ni.

24 December. I tak pernah lupa tarikh ni.

Will be meeting 24 December in two months and few days ;)
Bila bercinta sorok sorok. Ni la jadinya. Hehe.
Love you sayang <3

Dream house,

What I need for my house in future ?
My dream house ;)

This and only this. 

I want my house to always filled with this, at all time.
What ever happens, we gonna try to solve it okay ?

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Second lover,

Evenings uolls :)

Waiting for Sayang actually. 
And suddenly I discovered his song in ERA.FM's chart.

Let me introduce to the world, 
My second lover. I love him like since forever. 
Hehe, I love the voice, the look. Melting !

His not so new song,

Cinta Harus Memiliki. 

Just wanna say, me and Sayang's prove them wrong. Siapa cakap kalau tak da chemistry you can't go far in a relationship or maybe looking forward for a serious one ?

Someone once told me, me and Hakim tak boleh tahan lama cause we're totally different. I mean yea, I gotta admit that. We're different in every aspect. We don't have that lovey dovey chemistry. We're 360 beyond different. 
I hates what he love, and 
I love what he hates. 

It's quite hard to be in my position. In our position, I don't like what he loves. And the other way around. But, we prove you wrong. 
With good communication and understanding Alhamdulillah we're turning 11 months in few weeks.
I love him unconditionally, that's all. 

Loves, trust, commitment is all I need from you Sayang. 


I never plan to be perfect. 
Nor I know I'm not perfect and even if I tried to be one I wouldn't be. Call me negativity or whatever shit you wanna say. I'm still on my own. 

I'm not perfect, I don't want to be perfect. I just want to try to be the best for someone I cared and loved. Such as my parents, my main priority. Also my boyfriend. You guys are everything to me. I would anything for you guys <3

I don't expect to be perfect, I never tried. We can't be perfect at all time my dear. Less of expectation, more on trying so hard ;)


Sayang cakap Ramsey handsome ? 
"Sayang" cakap <---
Sound kinda weird, but I'm gonna live with that.

He's okay la. Haha.

But likely, 
I love Persie more than Ramsey. Hehe, jangan marah sayang.
TAPI, I love you more Sayang. That's more important.


Saturday, October 29, 2011


Evening you all :)

Hari ni makan malam dengan sayang. Teman Hakim pergi tengok Arsenal dengan N9. Haha, pelik gila I duduk situ. Kay, boyfriend I je yang gila bola. But actually I know nothing about it -.-' 
Sorry sayang, lepas ni I belajar okay ? 
Football are half of your life. Sport are running in your blood. 
If this is what you love maybe I should try it sometime and enjoy my every moment with you.
I enjoy watching football with you, cuma I tak faham and tak reti feel je. Haha, sorry. I'm a bad peneman to watch football :O

Anywayyy, I love you so much Hunny :*

P/S : 5-3 Arsenal & Chelsea

Wife need.


"Love her …when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.

Love her…when she "pushes" you to pray. She wants to be with you in Jannah (Paradise).

Love her…when she asks you to play with the kids. She did not "make" them on her own.

Love her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her…when she looks dishevelled in the morning. She always grooms herself up again.

Love her…when she asks to help with the kids homework. She only wants you to be part of the home.

Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she's beautiful.

Love her…when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her…when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her it's what you've always wanted.

Love her…when she has developed a bad habit. You have many more and with wisdom and politeness you have all the time to help her change. Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and back and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new thobe (kurta) anyway

Love her…when she tells you how to drive. She only wants you to be safe.

Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right for both

Love her…she is yours. You don't need any other special reason!!!!

All this forms part of a Woman's Character. Women are part of your life and should be treated as the Queen.

The Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) advised concerning the woman:

• Treat the women well.

• The best of you are those who are the best in the treatment of their wives."

from luv islam!


Friday, October 28, 2011


Who Am I To Say ?

Who am I to say you love me ?

P/S : One three hill :)

Unwanted ;)

Gretting everyone :)
Thank god it's Friday everyone :D

While waiting for Hakim to reach home I just want to make a short shout out.

Something to keep in mind, something I always wanted to beard it in my mind. A look out for me, precaution for me to stand up still one find day.

For me.
"It's okay to have a lot of friend"
"It's okay not having you're best friend beside you when you need them"
"It's okay if you're alone dealing with chaotic situation"
"It's okay to cry"
"It's okay not to be okay"
"It's okay not having ANY single BFF"

Cause after all, they never care. Never care about my feeling, my thought, and my pendirian.

You're not my friend, you're my best friend. I'm counting on you, since the day we make promises to each other. But I guess, you never care. Sooo, that's all. 

Hakim's home, toodles. And see you soon.

P/s : I'm not mad or angry at anyone. Or whatsoever you wanna called it. I'm just plain, dull and unwanted.

Lastly, I'm so glad he's with me whenever I want him, and wherever I want him. Thank you sayang <3

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

10 Months,

Like usual, 
We went out celebrating our monthsary's.
Having lunch at KLCC, and send you to Masjid Jamek cause you want to go back to Lenggeng  for holidays.
Few days without you. I will find myself VERY miserable :( *tsktsk

You know what Hunny,
I can't never explain how I love you, and why I love you so much ?
I love you without any question pass by.
I miss you even you're 10 feet away.
I promise I'll be good.
I promise I'll take a good of myself.
I promise, I'm not gonna lie or cheat on you.
I hope you do too.

And, lastly I promise I'm going to love you as long as I live <3

Noya Noya

Awak dimadukan oleh budak kecik ni :D :D
Noya noya, I love Noya <3

Who doesn't love Noya the Kepochi <3

Nur Alliya Adini.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

He is We :)

Pretty please, 
Can you be that guy in the video Sayang ?
Be the guy who will always be there for me, pada masa I sakit atau sihat.
I'm counting on you to be there, I'm hoping for you to stand right next to me. 
I love you dearly Muhammad Nur Hakim Bin Ismail <3

Each Other,

I can't go a day without hearing you're voice.
Nothing can break us up.
You're the soul in me, you live inside me. 
You know how I feel, you know what I want, you know what I need.
I don't usually make any promises to people, but with you it's different.
I promise myself that I wouldn't do anything to hurt you.
I promise not to leave you.
In hope, 
that you would do the same. 
I know you would do the same too.

I put a lot of expectation on this relationship starting from 27 July 2010, the day I talk to you on Facebook.
I had a strong feeling that you're the one for me.
I never gave up trying to get you. Until the day you proposed me ;)

I know I've been hurt you for so many times, but honestly I never tend to do so.
I love you, I care for you, I would do anything for our sake.
I'm gonna miss you. Everyday. Every minute. Every second.
You're too important to me.
What I'm going to do when you're not around ?
Stick to your promises, I'll do mine.
I love you so much sweetheart.


Where would I find someone like you ?
Why would I even think about what people said ?
I love you answered every doubt in you.
Stop doubting, start caring Hunny ;)
You know I love you sweetheart <3

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Forehead Kisses,

One kiss that keep me safe whenever I'm around you.

Forehead kisses that make me feel calm enough to go thru my days  ;)

304 Post,

It's 15 October 2011.

We're turning 10 months together in few days.
From me to you, sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

I know you knew everything that I'm going to say here,
For the past 9 months, 2 weeks and 6 days, I found myself getting more matured than who I am on 25 December 2010. My appreciation on you is big. I realize so many things today. While cooking dinner, I've been told by myself that ;-

1. I'm TOO lucky to have someone who loves me so much that he would do anything for me.
2. You cried in front of me just to let me know how sincere you are to me and this relationship.
3. You're jealousy overcome youself because you had put on to much expectation on me.
4. That you would rather spend your whole day with me without thinking about anyone else.
5. That you would do anything for our future.
6. You taught me a lot about relationship, lagi banyak kita gaduh/argue lagi matang kita menghadapi hubungan ni.
7. That you love me even without or with make up.
8. You taught me not to give up whenever I get hurt-ed by people around me.
9. You taught me to be strong, that everything I face now is Ujian from Allah swt.
10. You promise me to wipe my tears, gonna be there to hold my hand and smile even when I'm in worst position and tried so hard to make me smile.

Nothing else matter but you, now I've realize I should stop being selfish for some particular. Be ready to face all test by Allah, the more I get it the more matured I will be
I promise myself I would never cry because of you, and will never make you cry because of me :)

Thursday, October 13, 2011

A good relationship.

A good relationship is what I wish for.

A good relationship is what I had now.

A good relationship is what happened yesterday morning - 12 October 2011

I will never forget about it, and with what happened the night before 11 October 2011. My wishes came true. I never cried my tears out in front of you, but I did yesterday cause I can't stand no more. 

I don't know how much I care and love you. Cause it's uncountable. Having you is priceless. I can't never imagine or even put my feeling into words when I'm with you. 
You make me happy, you make me smile, you make me laugh. And you never fail to make and change me into who I am now. My maturity in handling relationship is devotion. 

I couldn't imagine myself without you around. You walk 5 steps away from me, I will look at you and say, "Sayang, I miss you already." That is how much I love you. You mean a gazilion to me. I love you for everything you have done to me. 

Thank you for having me, willing to be there when I need you :)
I appreciate every moment that we had Hunny ;)
I love you like it will never end, till death do us apart.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Tunggu sekejap,

Pejam celik, pejam celik. 

Rasa semuanya, 
Sekejap je, da nak 10 bulan Qie dengan Hakim.
Sekejap je, da nak FINAL.
Sekejap je, next month 1 year and 3 months I kenal Hakim.
Sekejap je, da nak masuk semester 6.
Sekejap je, cousin da nak kahwin, tengok dia macam muda je.
Sekejap je, adik da nak habis sekolah.

Sekejap sangat semua benda yang akan berlaku.
Time wait for no one. Hurm.
Appreciate more, less complain please.

Saturday, October 1, 2011


We're 9 months and 6 days. 
After our long talk last night, you know I promise you. I want you to believe me. That I'm going to keep my promises. Everything I said. Everything you said. Will always be here in my mind and heart. You're not my first, but I want you to be my last. You're everything to me, I don't know what I'm going to do without you sayang. I love you so much. Trust me, I would do anything for this relationship. Just like what you did to me. 

Dalyla Ramlan,

You apologize to me just now. 
I already forgive you long time ago babe. 
I'm hoping for better friendship.

October :)

September 2011 left us last night. 
Welcoming October this morning.

October, please be nice to me. 
Bring me a lot of memories, just like last last year. 
I'm hoping for good and bad.
After all, everything going to be memories right ?