Monday, February 28, 2011

Pun boleh :)


Pun boleh hunny :)
I love you !
Loves,

Very FIRST Date.

Baru sudah mandi :D
Hehehe, baru perasan hari ni satu hari tak mandi. Ops, hehe, busuk kan. Okay. Tau da, tapelah. Dah mandi da now. Feel so fresh, baru bole study.
Tadi lepas mandi saja la kemas kemas bilik yang macam hutan belukar ni. Tetiba tergerak hati nak tengok movie ticket ni. 

AND

Hahah, it is the first movie, first date, first I went out with HAKIM -.-' I know. Hakim all over again. Kay, say whatever you want. I'm not listening. 
Kay, back to the stories. Actually keluar ni pun bukan I rancang. Actually, kelas habis awal and Aida macam tengah down and stress sangat so dia nak I teman dia pegi tengok movie. So I teman la dia. Tengok Step Up 3D, time tu lunch hour. We watched movie at KLCC. Both of us. I already watched step up 3D the day before with my sisters at Wangsa Walk. So yeah, tape la. The day to cheer her up, I pun tengok laa. 
Finish watch movie, I call Hakim to wake him up. Tak da niat pun nak ajak keluar, but then Aida kena balik, I tak nak balik lagi so Hakim pun datang. Hakim teman I, I watch 2 movie in a day. Dah malas sangat nak jalan sana sini. I pun pegi la tengok movie "Going the Distance". I have to say. I hate the movie so much, sebenarnya nak duduk je penat and tak tahu nak buat apa. Last last tengok je movie. It so damn bored, and tak da orang sangat pun. 
Afterall, the day went well. He never bores me with anything. He made my day. Out of silence. You really suprised me hunnyb :*
Still remember the day Hunny ? It's Sept 03 2010. Friday :)


Still remember ? :)
Loves,

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Everything :)

You're everything to me. You're my best friend, lover, brother, you're everything to me :)
I can't repay you everything you've done to me. You are my breath taking. Inhale, exhale. 
I never thought I felt love like this. Ain't no other person like you for me, just you. You are everything to me !


You will always be my hero Hakim Ismail 


My macho man, my pretty boy :*


I miss you so muchy my hunny bee. I love you till my last breath on earth :*
Loves,

We're EVEN :)

Happy 7 monthsary to Nana and Hafiz :)



and
Happy 7 months of befriending to Qila (ME) and Hakim :) 


We're EVEN. 
Both on 27 :)
I love you both ; Hakim and Nana weewii.
Loves,

The BEST date EVER

With hunny at Broga Hill.
This happened to be the greatest day of all our dates.
Happy 7 months of befriending Hakim Ismail. I love you so much hunny :)

Love : Qila & Hakim




We build love till the end. I love youuu ! Again and again !

:*
Loves,

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Banjir di Kuala Lumpur.

Banjir terburuk di Kuala Lumpur, iaitu di college saya :D
 Multimedia College banjir. Haha, seriously dengar macam kelakar. KL banjir. Quite bodoh sikit kan, tapi the truth happened and it's was the best experience ever !

Cerita dia macam ni. Banjir semalam. Lambat la kan post kat bloggy. Satu FB kecoh sebab college banjir.
Semalam class sampai pukul 6.30. Lewat sangat. Ada quiz, so go on with our quizes. Sebelum class pukul 4.00 hujan dah start turun. I dengan kawan kawan I semua dalam library tengah study. Tengok kat tingkap sumpah gelam gelita macam pukul 7 8 malam. Pukul 4 diaorang bagitau quiz da nak start. So apa lagi semua packed barang and berlari pegi class. Quite far kan library dengan class. Time I keluar tu I dah mengucap banyak kali, subhanaAllah, gelap sangat. Petir sambung menyambung, takut sangat. Time I dengan Iddy jalan pegi college dah memang terasa air dah naik cause time I jalan tu air dah naik sampai buku lali. Tapi that time tak expected that KL or Multimedia college akan banjir. Cause it never happened before. So memang buat bodoh je la. Sumpah rushing lari lari pegi class. Adoi, kasut pun dah tercabut by then, cause kasut kena air kan. Memang rosak la kan. Sampai je kat class diaorang semua gelak. Class pukul 4.30 la -.- aishh. Babi tau diaorang ni. Orang punya la berlari ni. Haish.
Okay 4.30 already, then quiz begin. Finish at 5.15. Time tengah tengah buat tu. One of the students dalam class I received a called cakap college banjir, suruh siapa siapa yang park kereta kat bawah alihkan. Air cepat naik ni. Time my friend ni cakap semua buat bodoh and suruh dia diam. Concentrate quiz katanya. I siap awal. So pegi tandas, jalan sana sini then masuk class balik. That time I baru je nak duduk, tetiba Amir budak junior masuk class. Weh, siapa yang ada kereta kat bawah and tepi pegi alihkan and check kereta korang, motor semua. Kereta dah nak tenggelam. Semua yang bawak kereta and motor semua berlari keluar. Tengah quiz ni. and ada yang tengah final exam. Siapa yang tengah exam tu berhenti and keluar pegi tolong alihkan kereta semua. I pun decided nak keluar. Ingat diorang tipu la kan. Kalau I jadi you, mesti memang buat bodoh je la kan. Siapa nak percaya KL banjir kan ? So I jalan pegi keluar, lepas tu mata I tak berkelip tengok college dah literally hilang dalam air. Semua ni berlaku dalam masa kurang satu jam. Air cepat sangat naik. Semalam pun dah pukul 4.45 PM, yang ada kat college cuma students engineering, students marketing, students management and students arts and the lecturers. Semua dah tak kira baju mahal, seluar dah. Semua ramai ramai tolong. Budak lelaki je la. Termasuk la boyfriend I. Disebabkan dia tu orang kuat college, sebab tu dia terjun dulu kan. Hmmm. Seronok tengok you semalam. Tak sangka I ada boyfriend macam you kan. I suka tengok hunny semalam *berangan jap :D
K, sambung.
Oh god, ingat tuhan je time tu. Banyak sangat kereta yang tenggelam. Sedih sangat. I keluar cari Hakim, sekali I tengok dia dah basah kuyup pegi selamatkan kereta kereta yang kat bawah yang sedia terapung tu. Bau dia, astaga. No words can imagine the smell. Air tinggi paras kepala. Budak lelaki masuk pun tak nampak apa. Bumbung kereta pun tak nampak. Sedih sangat. 

Ni tengok gambar ni semua. It really happened at Multimedia College, Jalan Gurney Kiri. 24 February 2011. Hari dalam sejarah :)


Tengok kereta tu, nampak sikit je. Air sangat tinggi


Paling sedih : ada Mini Copper S, BMW and Mercedes Benz semalam.


Students intake April 201 membantu mengalihkan kereta students, lecturer and trainers.


The results : After dah bawak keluar, time nak keringkan kereta.


Bot Bomba, even bomba datang lambat sebab jammed, tapi thanks to them sebab selamat kan students yang trapped dekat dalam hostel.


Banjir sampai bumbung tempat parking motor.


Bertungkus lumus, kereta yang park ditengah tengah tempat parking hanyut ke tepi. Kesianyaaaa.


Heheh. Hero-hero kita. Yang penting yang baju purple. Jantung hati Qila :) 
Go hunny go !


Pihak Jabatan Awam, Bomba berkumpul dengan semua orang diluar selepas air surut. Pukul 7.00


Depan registra, nasib baik registra tak kena apa apa. Kalau tak, habis all the document semua.




Hahaha, tu dia. Cik Farid kita. Kesian dia kereta dia dah hilang. Tengok muka dia, alalala. Sedih je.


Cool kann.


College Multimedia yang banjir :)


Dekat belakang ni, ada kindergarden. Ni semua baby and kids yang dijaga oleh penjaga. Students tolong angkat mereka untuk duduk dekat dalam surau. Kesian je, budak budak ni semua nangis. 


View dari atas : Bumbung kereta pun dah tak nampak.


Kereta lecturer students Business. Kesian kereta dia, kemek, bumper jatuh. Sebab berlaga laga dengan kereta lain time terapung and hanyut.


Boyfriend I : Hakim Ismail <3


Ishh,


Bumbung dah tak nampak dah. :(



The result : Air pun bertakung semua. Kesian diaorang, kena cedok buang air. Kereta tak boleh start langsung.



Again, boyfriend I : Baju purple :)


Subhanallah. Nampak lampu je kan. Hmmmm.

Kuasa Allah, kita tidak boleh melawan. Tadi pegi college, ya Allah bau college sangat la busuk. Kereta yang hanyut and tenggelam semua tak boleh start, hancur habis kereta. Bahawasanya tow truck-tow truck yang ada di KL ni kaya satu hari ni. Rasanya ada la dalam 20 kali I tengok tow truck keluar masuk. Buku buku kat library semua kena jemur. Proses nak baik pulih college mungkin lama. Haish, mana boleh kita nak menidakkan kuasa tuhan. I sebenarnya agak jakun and still terkejut pasal semalam. Cause I tak da kampung, suasana yang ada sungai ni semua. This is like the first time I tengok banjir terburuk depan mata I sendiri. Today semua pegi college dah tak parking kat bawah. College kotor sangat. Class I habis pukul 4.30 SEPATUTNYA. Tapi pukul 4.00 PM hujan dah nak mula turun. Miss HALAU balik. Takut banjir lagi. Kami diminta untuk mengosongkan bangunan. Hmmm. 

Ya Allah, kau permudahkan la jalan mereka. Amin.
Loves,

Friday, February 25, 2011

Missing my BOY.

Hello :)
I miss my boy. Dia sangat sangat busy dari minggu lepas sampai minggu depan :/
SEDIH. Aish, rindunya. Ada sweater je buat hilang rindu. Rindu hugs, kiss, stories. :|
I miss Muhammad Nur Hakim. Bila nak keluar ni ? Bila la nak stop busy ni ? Hmmm. Nak buat macam mana ? College kan, event, studies, classes, assignment, tutorial, money, project semua nak ganggu. Tak boleh tengok orang senang eh ? Hehe, haish. RINDU sangat sangat. Grrrr. 
Loves,

GAY sejati -.-'






Bapak euw. Hahah. Taksub dengan BF I memang la jadi macam ni kan. Ni la jadinya bila duduk hostel kan. Boys will always be boys :)
Loves,

Proposal -.-

Kay, I'm not gonna whine cause after all apa yang sir cakap memang betul. Tak boleh buat kerja remeh temeh and stuff right.
So after proposal Project Management di reject 5 kali akhirnya Sir Morgan sign and approved everything. A BIG yeahhh kan. Event kiteorang this Sunday, omg. Sumpah takut. 
Ya Allah, jauhkan la sebarang halangan, lindungi la kami ya Allah. Amin.

Ramai budak budak yang join event I.
Dalam 48 orang, maybe more. Quite big event. Wahh, confirm letih. Dah kata hiking, sure sure la letih like shit. :|

Loves,

Anniversary :)

The bestest anny's ever :)
Oh boy I miss you like hell. Can't wait for sunday ! OMG.
Actually this one whole February, 
I never got a chanced to talk like really talked to you. Even we go to the same college, even we talk on the phone everyday, even we seen each other but we rarely talked to each other. We're getting far apart last weeks. You are literally out of mood. You marah I like it's a rutin harian. Even if I'm mad and hurt with your words, tapi tak pe la. I'll take it. I tau you bukan diri you minggu lepas. I'll take you as who you are hunnyb.
Anyway. Thanks for today. Oh god, at last I got my boy back.

Happy second ANNY'S hunnybee. I love you Muhammad Nur Hakim Ismail :) 
Loves,

Monday, February 21, 2011

Pity you :(

Just got off the phone with Hunny. 
He just finish doing his assignment. Call him to check him out, tot he asleep but then he's not. Called him and he say, he want to go out. Watching football night with classmate -..-
Kay, hunny. I am not mad about this football thingy k. I'm just worried about you. 
You just got back from camping + hiking at Broga Hill with your friends just now at 5 PM. You played futsal at evening till maghrib *satu lagi kerja gila. You came home ask me to call cause you running out of credit, so thought of you might wanna sleep cause I know you're tired. Bawak motor lagi kan, hmmm. You asked me to call, you say you wanna go dinner with your friends. You came home, do your assignment and oh my god hunny. You sound so damn tired, ofcourse you are. Your body is totally sore. I am so freaking worried about you. Now it's time to watch football at Wangsa Maju with your classmate. Haiyaa. Pity you sayang. Lepas ni balik sure 3 or 4 AM. Later at 7 AM I'm going to call to wake you up for breakfast and classes. Hunny hunny. Hectic and hyper boyfriend I have here. Anyway, I love you. Off to bed now. Mwa :*
Loves,

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Say HELLO :)

Nighty love. 
Say hello to my dearest babes ; Iidreen Onn :)
Yeayy. 
Malam ni malam assignment, tutorial, meetings, presentation 10.30 tomorrow *which is an EUW and super allergic for us. Haha.
So just now and right now IM-ing with Iddy. Whining here and there and tetiba Iddy boleh cakap ni. :D



So, this is my gorgeous Iddy :)
Sama tak muka you macam robot ? jap jap meh tengok sat !
AND

My SEXY robot :)

You are my SEXY ROBOT ROBIT :)

Hehe, ada la kan. Rupa you guys cam sama jee kan. Hehhe *joking b. 
But heyy, okay apa robot. Semua you boleh buat b. You can be my sexy robot yaww. Heheh.
No stress and tension for tonight k. Everything going to be fine lovies. Breath. Don't cry k.
Jangan marah dy. I'm trying to make you smile whereas I know we have no time for it right. Enjoy. 
I love you even you robot I. Let me know if you need anything <3
Loves,

Cycle

: Life is a cycle, when you lie, you apologies, you regret. When you regret, you forget, and you do it again. When you do it again, people hardly trust you, when no one trust you, you cry, you scream, you apologies. Knows that, that person will forgive you BUT that person wouldn't be, wouldn't act the same. Yet one day you should realize. Once you broke someone's trust you won't be getting any. 

Heleeza Saidin
‎:Love is a cycle, when you love,you get hurt,you hate. When you hate you try to forget. When you try to forget,you start missing. When you start missing,eventually you'll fall in love again.


Loves,

Sleepy,

Yawwww, yes I am very sleepy but I can't sleep. 
I'm here, laying down on my bed, thinking of you and missing the whole of you.
I can't sleep without your voice. Hhehe, yeah he called me just now from Broga Hill at 11.58 P.M I know. It's like couple of hours back. But I still couldn't close my eyes without your voice. Usually at nights, the fastest ways to shut me off is for Hakim to called me kissing and saying I love you and put me in bed. and for sure after few minutes I'll be in the first class dreamy flight. Yeahh, 
Trying to sleep when you're not around, I tau I tak sepatutnya bergantung pada you. Hmm, love you.
Loves,

L.O.V.E

When you are in loved, no words can describe your feeling,
When you are in loved, no words explain your actions,
When you are in loved, those tears is your smile,
When you are in loved, those smile is your laugh,
When you are in loved, those laugh is your love.

When you are around, I love you,
When you are not around, I love you more,
When you are not around in KL, I love you the most,
Whenever, wherever you are you will always be in my mind, heart, and soul.

When I miss you, I facebook you,
When I miss you a lot, I text you,
When I miss you so much, I call you.

Eventho you hate me, know that I love you.
Eventho I hate you, I know you love me.

We walk, hold hand, hug, talk, smile, laugh, mad, frown, sad, kiss every single day. I love you through out those days. I love you loving me in such. I love you hating me in any way. 

Your annoyingness is your charms.
I love you for that Hakim Ismail.

You make me laugh even when I'm having the worst day ever. Your word of wisdom is what I miss the most. Don't let me go. You already promise me. Don't blame me cause talking to you is already glued and schedule in my daily routine.

I love you my HERO
I love you my Hunny
I love you my Hakim Ismail.
You will always be in my Heart
You're my H's lover.
Loves,

Camping :)

 Hero in my heart.

He is not here in KL. He went camping at Broga Hill with zul, daus, toke, mat and nizam KOT. Heheh, sorry kalau salah k hunny. I lupa you cakap apa tadi :*
Usually when you went camping, hiking and etc you're not gonna call me. But you DID, thanks for calling me just now hunnybee. I miss you. :*

For your information, Hakim Ismail hobby is, selain daripada die heart biggest fan of Arsenal *which I am okay with it NOW. 
Masuk keluar hutan, hiking, travelling and such. He is all up. He played rubgy, football, jogging and all kind of things. Memang I kalah dengan you kan hunny. You can do anything you want, you can do whatever you need. I am so freakig DE JA Jealous with you y'know. Hmm. Somehow you wanted me to understand that this activities means a lot to you. I can't say anything about it. Chill out hunny, I am not gonna say anything :D. I am so proud and a bit jealous of you :/ grr. 
Anyway. Have fun camping with your friends hunnybee. I'll be missing you :*
Loves,

Friday, February 18, 2011

Him.

Don't know how to form all of my rocking ship feeling into words. Hmm. How can I say this ? H'hmm. I'm not sure. 
Okay, actually it's already been few days I'm actually stuck with these feelings. 
I just don't know who to talk to, who want to listen and how to say it. No one will understands me. No one will. Little did I tried. I know it's not going to work.

He's not himself for the past few weeks. I'm worried about you. I wish I could do something to bring back the old you. I mean that person that I'm in loved with for the past few months. I wish I could go back to December 2010. I miss that moments.
Something going on between me and him, . 
It really bother me cause it hurt when with had our arguments. I rarely sleep silent at night, bad dreams, my body is aching and not feeling well when that feeling came. Y'know that feeling, that guilty feelings, anxious, angry, wanna cry and stuff. 
You just wanna scream cause you know the fact that what he's been telling you all around is so fucking true and it's hard when you have someone so commanding, prestigious, sophisticated and influential on the public to be your boyfriend. Yeah, Hakim is one of them. He's just to great, to good for me and everything. He is like one step away from perfectness. I felt so small when I'm with you. I takut. Tergugat kedudukan I. I'm not strong enough. Cause I know, you knew ALL of my weakness. What can I do and don't ? You knew everything single thing about me and it just scared me to make a tiny mistake. Walaupun sebesar kuman. 
For the past few days, I may make few mistake, know that I'm sorry sincerely. But with the way you talked I just want you to know that you're pushing me away and lately your words been hurting me secretly day by day. I don't know what to say anymore.

Hunny, I miss you. *A song from Glee Cast True Color. Just for you. 
          V
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy,
Can't remember when I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors, are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Ah ah ah ah...

Spoken: Can't remember when I last saw you laughing

P/s :
Lately, with this feelings and the things going on, I just don't feel like writing anything. I don't feel like talking to anyone. I don't know how is Aqilah Jafar anymore.
 Loves,

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Morning Glory Baby :)

Yawwww. Good morning again. I dekat college da ni. Boring dan sangat mengantuk. *sempatkan online kat college. Okay boring sangat sangat. Jam dah nak dekat pukul 8.30 tapi sorang pun I tak nampak lagi.
Jangan cakap semua tak nak datang class sebab semalam. -.-' *dah agak dah kann. Hmmmmmmmmm.

Speaking about semalam. Semalam pegi mandi sungai dekat Sungai Pinang, Batang Kali. It's AWESOME ! Hahaha. Ada hunny lagi kat sana. Memang hip hip horray la kan. I dapat lebam biru sebab jatuh semalam. Haha, lagi la. Malu je kan jatuh depan Hakim. Salah dia la ni tak pegang I -.-' menyampah aku. 
Semalam ramai sangat yang pegi, budak class I, budak course lain pun ada. Seronok gilaa. Suka sangat. Letih tu tak payah cakap la kan. Sakit sakit bahu, pinggang, kaki, lutut semua. *Macam mana la nak pegi Broga ni -.-' 

Start kumpul semalam pun dah lambat pukul 12 lebih macam tu. Janji melayu kata pukul 11.30 kat college. Tapi dah tunggu sorang sorang siap semua pun lambatkan -.-' so tunggu sampai pukul 1.00 lebih. Semua kereta and motor dah get ready so start engin jalan la kan. Overall ada 7 kereta semalam. Motor tah la tak kira. So like hectic gila busy and ramai nak mati pulak kan. Thanks to Wan jadi marsyal semalam. The sad part is on the way dekat Ulu Yam hujan lebat sangat sangat. Kesian tengok budak budak motor semalam. Termasuk la hunny I kan. Memang basah kuyup dia semalam. Lama jugak perjalanan nak pergi Sungai Pinang. Behenti kejap sebab nak berteduh. Girls semua naik kereta. Nasib baik laila and yana tak naik motor. Kalau tak memang basah kuyup la kan. Later. finally we reach there. Sangat lega okay. Sebabnyaa. Hahah, I ni mabuk jalan. -.-' okay I tau. :p
Memang pening gila la kan semalam. Sampai sana je lepak lepak kat atas. Pusing pusing kejap. Prepare for picnic later and tukar baju. Cari cari boyfriend masing masing semua dah lari -.- sama la dengan boyfriend I tu. Nampak air sungai dah tak nampak I dah. 
Finally I dengan takutnya pun masuk la dalam air sungai tu. So mandi mandi semua dengan Hakim. Iddy naik atas cepat sangat. Dia boleh main bbm pulak dalam hutan tu. Geram je. Dia main kejap je -.-'
The day went on and on. After that pegi rumah ude. Makan petang kat sana and gerak balik KL. Semua pecah. I, bunny, bee, qila, iddy, ajiem, zul, hakim pegi makan dekat BRJ Wangsa Maju. Sumpah suck ! -.- rasa macam nak bomb je kedai tu. Sevice very poor. Semak gila. Tak suka.

Sebenarnya malas nak menulis. Tu yang jadi BM tu. Ayat pun tunggang tebalik.

Kay, gtg. Ttyl.
Loves,

Monday, February 14, 2011

Everyday.


Fuck valentine's day. We don't need valentine's day to show our love and bla bla bla shits.
Everyday is our love day.
Everyday I love you.
Everyday you love me :)

Can't wait for tomorrow :D
Loves,

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Hakim Ismail.


We're losing each other.
I miss you. I do. 
Hmm.
Loves,

No more FUN,

I wish I could hang myself now and stop running all this assignment shit all alone :|
Grrr. Hunny, where are you when I need you out of the most *Hakim at lenggeng, his grandmother passed away, al-fatihah.
Anywho. I feel like killing myself now. Oh hell yeah. Assignment calling me, they doesn't want to hang out, they just don't know how to hang up rite ? Haihhs. So not, *sigh. Nak buat macam mana. Duty calling :D

List down the ass-sigh-ment for ya,
First, to finish our proposal for our next event.
Second, financial management. Zul just email it to me. I totally forgot about it :(
Third, organizational behavior. Hello article -.- I hate article.
It's only 3, three three I tell you. BUT, banyaknya kerja. Grrrr !

Because of you I have no life at all. Lamanya tak keluar :( I want to go out. Cepat la cuti !
-.- gahh. Dah gila nak cuti -..-
Qie you can't have another holiday !
Not for you. It's time to work your ass up and get that Dean. Jyeahh. No time for give up. Chill out qie. Everything's going to be just fine :D *ayat hunny.

I miss my Muhammad Nur Hakim Ismail, uwwwwaaaaa. Hmm.Kbyee.
Loves,

Thursday, February 10, 2011

No WIFI -..-

Fuck fuck fcuk ! No wifi -..- WTF. I hatechu !
I'm with Dila at Mcd Melati doing Project Management from 10.00 PM just now. It's 2.20 AM already. We're so tired and sleepy.
BUT, Hakim save the day *somehow. 
I call him and say, 'Hunny, I nak overnight tonight. Wifi buat hal. PM banyak gila assignment.' You raised your voice at me. You're mad at me *kecik hati !
Kay, called you when I left the house just now, and you some sort of saying "TAK NAK TEMAN I KAT MCD". You send me a text saying 'take care I tengah buat assignment jugak ni kat rumah' -..- kay ngada kan. I know you're going to surprised me and came to Mcd Melati. Zul pecahkan rahsia you. I text zul and he said he's coming to Mcd Melati with you, you asked him to come with you. Waaaaa, a big suprised there hunnyb. Thanks . Really appreciated it. You know somehow I need you tho. We're getting apart from each other since the holiday, and I don't really like that feeling. I may got to see you each day, I may talk to you every single day. But I still miss you, every seconds, every minutes. You're not yourself lately. You have a lot of problem. But I know one thing in your heart that you will never tend to hurt me and I know you will love me always. I love you too hunnyb.
Loves,

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Morning :)

At Multimedia College now. Just finish my first class with Cik Azlina. My second class has been cancel, Cik Ain's have to attend meeting. 4 hours break. Sat at the library with Angah and Ajiem. Going to finish FM's tutorial later. Gonna lunch at 12.30 later with Angah. Meeting with my groupmates at 1.30 PM. 
My classes finish at 4.30 today, urgh. Malam nak jalan kaki balik :(

Hakim just arrived, he's freaking late for his class. 
I can't sleep last night, toss and turn until 4 AM *owl eyes this morning. 
Kay, it sucks. I'm tired but I can't sleep. -.- only god knows why. Getting restless. My body is so sore and aching. Oh you guys don't know what is like. I'm FREAKING tired :(
I wanna sleep. Can I skip my FM's class :(
Hmmm, till then

TTYL,
Loves,

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

By YOU,


A song you sang to me, hunny. 
You're not yourself lately, I know. Please take a good care of yourself my bunny.

This girl by Laza Morgan,
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)


Verse:
Love you cuz you are, every single star
In the constellation, that’s enlightening my heart
Special gift from Jah, wherever you are
Girl you got more presents than a hundred santa clauses,
And I know (I know) we’ll stand together when the world falls down
And I know (I know) that our forever’s gonna start right now, yeah


Chorus:
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)

There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

Verse:
These are hardest times, love’s so hard to find
Blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
This for you I write, never do me wrong
If you’re ever missing me just listen to this song

And you know (you know) we lay together when the sun goes down
And I know (I know) still be together when it comes back ’round (back round,
yeah)

Chorus:
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)

She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

I said she stay down with me if me go to war
I said she stay down with me till we in the floor

Outro:
Girl give me everything I need
She’s there every time I call upon her, ya know?
My Girl, it’s Laza

I will always be your girl. Who will accept you for who you are Muhammad Nur Hakim Ismail. 
The good and the bad. 
Those pro's and con's.
I love you HunnyBee. 
Always does, always will.
Take care lover <3 

Loves,

Lazey BumBum

Iddy cakap : Lately u mmg mls en? 
Haih, I don't know why. Am not lazy. I just don't feel like doing anything. I just wanna lay down. It is so tiring. Day by day, with my mind and body got very occupied with too many assignment, project and etc. Dayyum. Lagi naik semester baru, lagi susah. 
Ya Allah, kau permudahkan la segala urusan kami. Amin.
:(. Haih, anyway. I'm not gonna be lazy bumbum anymore. So gonna wake up until the semester 3 end :D
Qie, you know you can do it. Yeayy ! You will do good. InsyaAllah 

TTYL, soon.
Loves,

OFF day,

Just got back from college. My class finish early today. So yeah, apa lagi balik la. Haven't sleep well lately, had my slept for few hours only. So I had my shower already, after this I'm going to take my nap. Hakim have to go back to Seremban, family emergency. Take care boy kita :D

My first class start kinda late, cause Cik Ain came late, she stuck in a traffic jammed. So she just ask us to pass up our assignment and form a group for our coming interview project. Finish the class at 9.45. She came in at 9.00 AM. FUN right ?

My second class, which is my last class for today, class Cik Shukur, I'm a bit loss when he babble and keep on talking about MOS and break even. I just stared at the paper and said "I tak faham -.-". So after he finish lecture, he ask us to do few question about MOS and break even. Haha. Lagi la cam -..- kan. K, I tried give it a shot, tengok example and tried to understand the question and capish. Yeaayy. Boleh jawab. K tak da la susah pun. Again. Finish my class at 12.00 AM. Went out to his office to pass up the attendant *penolong class -.-
Went out for lunch and waited for Hakim to finish his class. I have his assignment with me. So he needed it. Took it from me. Kiss him goodbye and I left home with Iddy and Hafiz.

TTYL. Time for nappy nappy :)
Loves,

Monday, February 7, 2011

I'm OKAY

Hang out with hunny today, after 1 week separated with distance because of mid term break. 
Honestly overall I hated today. 
Started this morning, my second class is Project Management by Mr. Morgan. The way he teach us is way bored than anything else it this world. It get bored day by day. 
The day went more FLAT, dull and not fun at all. When I hang out with Hakim.
It's not because of your gloomy and problem my bunny. Noo. 
I'm just not used to all this. I tak marah you sebab you tengking I tadi, tak. Yes I memang terasa dengan you tapi later on I faham you tengah stress. 
I know you need time and space. You should tell me if tak nak jumpa. Sorry if tadi I diam je, I bukan diam sebab you tengking I. Tak la. I diam sebab I tak tau nak cakap apa, I rather silent speaks between us than I cakap benda yang tak patut I cakap. Cause I'm not in your shoes. So, I tak boleh cakap yang I faham your situation cause I will never understand your pain. I know it's pretty hard to be a guy, with those commitment. I know this is super hard for you. Hold on tight hunny. You can pull everything thru, you always does. 
I'll be by your side, to hear you whine, cry, talk or mad anything you wanna do. I'll be here. If you feel like scolding someone and you don't know who to scold, come to me. I'll be that person. The person who wanted to be scold by you. I tak kisah you nak marah I. Rather than you marah budak budak lain. I'll take that pain. I'm willing too. *you may say, I'm insane. H'hmm. Ignoring and buat bodoh dengan your problem that thing make me look insane. Girlfriend apa yang tak mampu nak terima buruk baik you ? I can be that person. Tapi jangan tanya la kenapa I senyap je. I telan je you nak marah I, tengking I ke apa ke. I tak kisah. 

I know how you feel when you scold me, you feel guilty cause out of no where you tengking I kan. Yea, I terasa sangat. Terkejut sangat. Tapi tak pe la. You don't have to say that you're sorry banyak banyak hunny. I faham. I bukan tak nak cakap. I takut dengan you. That all. 
Hunny, whoever you are. I terima you 120% ingat dulu you cakap apa dekat I. I take you as who you are hunny. That's it. I love you Muhammad Nur Hakim Ismail :)
Loves,

Naise rite ?


For all Iphone, Ipad and Itouch user. You know you should try this. This is so cool, and so naise ! I loveee it :)

*Kay it's 12.35 AM, I can't sleep at all. 

Bored without Hakim. He's watching football. Chelsea and Liverpool night tonight.
Loves,

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Ice Skate DAY

Cha uploaded these pictures quite late. So yeah. baru dapat upload the pictures here. That day ice skating was FUN. Even macam I moody sebab ada couple tu langgar I but everything went well. Happy to see you guys. Lama gila tak jumpa :)













We have fun and so glad to finally gathered again. I love you guys, eternity. FOREVER. *hugs.
Loves,