Thursday, December 30, 2010

Long Time,

It's been awhile, 
I finally received a phone call from my best friend. Or I have to say my ex-best friend. We haven't speak to each other for quite long time due to few things in our different path of life. *blame no one but yourself

Things get a bit shitty when my second semester started. From bad to worse stage. 
I was to scared to face her. How she react and actually afraid to listen to what she have to say. It's not like I'm selfish or what, no ! I'm not, it's just that I don't want Nabila to get hurt and listen to what might hurt her. 
I get very busy with college stuff and start ignoring my life with her.
Nabila Supina, one of the synonym name in high school. We're like so close even one of our friend get very jealous with her. We're like best friend till death on high school. 6 years and 6 months. 

I have t say, I still can't accept what just happened. But I'll try to work on it.

P/s : The worst English grammar ever -.-' sorry

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Not Me,

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, you're so self-absorbed, that you beg for attention, that you want a guy to like you for who you pretend to be, that you need every guy to like you, that you practically starve yourself just fit in with those bunch of girly biatch, that I'm not willing to get drunk, that I'm not willing to be the one who will clean your mess, that you're so desperate to have a life like them, that I'm obesity that I love to eat and sleep, and I'm sorry I'm nothing like you :D
I rather be ugly, fat, friendless and lifeless than having a life like yours :)

My Own Spiderman

remember this hunny ?

As simple as that Hakim, 
You're mine and I'm yours, I'll do anything for you and you'll do the same thing to me.
I can be pain in the ass sometime, but you promise you'll try to hold on to me.
I love you boyfriend.
You're my spiderman hunny <3

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Declared :)

Finally we reach here. 
Me and H, together. Alhamdulilah :)
I love you hunny,

Good Morning :)

Good Morning, wackie wackie sunshine. Let's shine the world :)
Qie woke up early in the morning because H text me early in the morning 9 something. Aiyaa, never woke up this early before except when I have classes in the morning :). and I slept early also last night. Cause I'm like so tired, haven't sleep for one day and a half with iddy :D
Anyway. Yesterday was a blast, thank god and thank you for having me in any way. 

P/s : Gonna write more soon. See ya,

Friday, December 24, 2010

New Chapter

Everything starts on 24.12.2010.
I already take a big risk and a chance from him. I'm going to change, slowly for him and myself.
This is my new blog, as you know my name is Aqilah Binti Jafar, I'm turning 19 on 17 November 2011.
Thank you for reading this simple and bored bloggy from me.
I'm going to start all over again. My past will always be the past. I want to change, to something good :)